sleeping

last night was our first night of using controlled crying to give little sister an opportunity to learn how to fall asleep on her own. big sister is currently sleeping in our bed, and husband and i are sleeping on a lilo on the living room floor, so that little sister can cry her little eyes out without keeping big sister awake. though sleeping on an inflatable mattress isn't the best, i actually had the best night's sleep i'd had in a while - after taking an hour to fall asleep initially, little sister only woke once during the night (instead of 5 times like she did on sunday night) and she fell back to sleep on her own after 20 minutes. i'm not counting any chickens, but she also fell asleep in her cot for her morning nap (instead of her pram) after only 5 minutes, and for her lunchtime cat-nap with no crying at all. no chicken counting on my behalf. please.

and with our new camera due to be delivered tomorrow,
here's a post full of pictures from other places
of our favourite sleepy-themed books:



little cloud, by eric carle
little sister's current night-time reading



time for bed, by mem fox
has the most exquisite illustrations



goodnight tiptoe, by polly dunbar
big sister's current favourite sleepy-themed book

happy 8 month birthday, little sister

8 months old today:
just learned to pull to standing on the pool and the couch
crawls to the window and looks longingly into the garden
helps herself to whatever toys and books she likes
steals big sister's watermelon and munches happily
claps and squeals and chatters away all day
(and just said something that sounds to my biased ears like mama!)

(p.s. that picture's not too bad for 4 megapixels!
new camera's only 8 working days away
and now i can clean my overlocker
with the compressed air that was unable
to revive our broken camera)

great news!

great news - the cow is fixed!

(back story: at our semi-local supermarket
there is a picture of a cow in the dairy section
with a green button that moos when you press it.
big sister both adores and is petrified by this cow,
and became obsessed with it last november
when we discovered the button was broken.
anytime someone asked her
what santa was going to bring
she answered, "cow's broken!"
which thoroughly confused them (and amused me).
today we went to see if the cow had been fixed,
and happily,
though with big sister cowering somewhat in the trolley,
we discovered that it was - hooray!)

we're back!

we're back!
i'm afraid i've been a bit quiet
because i dealt our camera a death blow
when i dropped it in the sand on christmas eve
(and our 7 year old back-up
sadly isn't cutting it these days...)

so let me leave you with some holiday pics
and whatever other posts i can muster
til our trusty camera is repaired or replaced:

p.s. little sister is now an unstoppable crawling machine
and i am just a wee bit sad
that my little baby is not so little anymore.

advent 2011: day 20

the presents are wrapped
husband has finished work
and we're almost ready
for our holiday!

JT: Josiah

2 Kings 23:1-3 - King Josiah called together the older leaders of Judah and Jerusalem. Then he went to the LORD's temple, together with the people of Judah and Jerusalem, the priests, and the prophets. Finally, when everybody was there, he read aloud The Book of God's Law that had been found in the temple. After Josiah had finished reading, he stood by one of the columns. He asked the people to promise in the LORD's name to faithfully obey the LORD and to follow his commands. The people agreed to do everything written in the book.

advent 2011: day 19

from our playgroup christmas break-up:
our gingerbread trees were but one part
of a sugary feast
which left big sister completely disinterested in lunch!

JT: Hezekiah

2 Kings 18:1-6 - Hezekiah son of Ahaz became king of Judah in the third year of Hoshea's rule in Israel. Hezekiah was twenty-five years old when he became king, and he ruled twenty-nine years from Jerusalem. His mother Abi was the daughter of Zechariah. Hezekiah obeyed the LORD, just as his ancestor David had done. He destroyed the local shrines, then tore down the images of foreign gods and cut down the sacred pole for worshiping the goddess Asherah. He also smashed the bronze snake Moses had made. The people had named it Nehushtan and had been offering sacrifices to it. Hezekiah trusted the LORD God of Israel. No other king of Judah was like Hezekiah, either before or after him. He was completely faithful to the LORD and obeyed the laws the LORD had given to Moses for the people.

advent 2011: days 17 + 18

we woke all together on saturday morning
"shall we open it up?" exclaimed big sister
upon discovering the piles of presents.
necklaces and handmade clothes quickly worn
books quickly read
and my new nativity scene quickly displayed,
though the play kitchen sat forlorn until after breakfast!
fructose-free pancakes were delicious
(drizzled with maple syrup...!?!)
i sent husband and the girls away
to read the paper over coffee and a babycino
so i could prepare lunch in peace.
we lunched with close friends,
little sister's godparents,
under my hand-made chandelier.
bonbons contained crayons, cartoons,
and the gospel of luke's account of jesus' birth -
a blessing to hear read in sections around the table.

later we had dinner with more good friends,
and big sister loved splashing in the pool
with their little guy.

after church on sunday morning,
a quick visit from my brother-in-law
on his way home from darwin,
and some playgroup baking,
we dined again with close friends,
whose honest love we value greatly,
and whose daughters our daughters especially treasure.

JT: David

1 Samuel 16:17-18 - "All right," Saul answered. "Find me someone who is good at playing the harp and bring him here." "A man named Jesse who lives in Bethlehem has a son who can play the harp," one official said. "He's a brave warrior, he's good-looking, he can speak well, and the LORD is with him."

JT: Solomon

1 Kings 5:2-5 - Solomon sent a message back to Hiram: Remember how my father David wanted to build a temple where the LORD his God could be worshiped? But enemies kept attacking my father's kingdom, and he never had the chance. Now, thanks to the LORD God, there is peace in my kingdom and no trouble or threat of war anywhere. The LORD God promised my father that when his son became king, he would build a temple for worshiping the LORD. So I've decided to do that.

advent 2011: day 16

on the eve of her seven month birthday,
little sister has embraced finger food with gusto
(so i have embraced my dishcloth...)

while i continued to enable big sister's babycino addiction
when we visited the vic market
to get supplies for tomorrow's lunch

and then we made christmas presents
for the girls to give to one another and to me
on saturday morning
when we have our little family christmas celebration

JT: Jesse

Isaiah 11:1 - Like a branch that sprouts from a stump, someone from David's family (Jesse's family) will someday be king.

advent 2011: day 15

a day about gifts
placing some under the kmart wishing tree
and making some spicy nuts for husband
(a very toddler-friendly recipe,
unlike peppermint creams...)

we picked our wishing tree gift
from the zoo shop on tuesday
and though big sister would have loved to keep it
she seemed to understand that it was good
to give a present instead to someone else
who doesn't have a big family of people
ready to give them presents like she does.

JT: Ruth

Ruth 2:1-9 - One day, Ruth said to Naomi, "Let me see if I can find someone who will let me pick up the grain left in the fields by the harvest workers." Naomi answered, "Go ahead, my daughter." So right away, Ruth went out to pick up grain in a field owned by Boaz. He was a relative of Naomi's husband Elimelech, as well as a rich and important man. When Boaz left Bethlehem and went out to his field, he said to the harvest workers, "The LORD bless you!" They replied, "And may the LORD bless you!" Then Boaz asked the man in charge of the harvest workers, "Who is that young woman?"The man answered, "She is the one who came back from Moab with Naomi. ⁷She asked if she could pick up grain left by the harvest workers, and she has been working all morning without a moment's rest." Boaz went over to Ruth and said, "I think it would be best for you not to pick up grain in anyone else's field. Stay here with the women and follow along behind them, as they gather up what the men have cut. I have warned the men not to bother you, and whenever you are thirsty, you can drink from the water jars they have filled."

advent 2011: day 14

some painting in the sunshine today
for more interestingly-patterned gift paper

and little sister frolicked in the dirt again

but now the play kitchen is almost complete
and ready to be unveiled this weekend

JT: Samuel

1 Samuel 3:1-3 - Samuel served the LORD by helping Eli the priest, who was by that time almost blind. In those days, the LORD hardly ever spoke directly to people, and he did not appear to them in dreams very often. But one night, Eli was asleep in his room, and Samuel was sleeping on a mat near the sacred chest in the LORD's house. They had not been asleep very long.

advent 2011: day 13

last night big sister and husband
went door to door delivering
these packages to our neighbours,
filled with mummy-made peppermint creams
(which sadly needed to be made without
any help from my trusty assistant.)

big sister seemed to enjoy leaving
little parcels on the doorsteps of others,
even though she came home empty-handed.

JT: Deborah

Judges 4:4-5 - Deborah the wife of Lappidoth was a prophet and a leader of Israel during those days. She would sit under Deborah's Palm Tree between Ramah and Bethel in the hill country of Ephraim, where Israelites would come and ask her to settle their legal cases.

advent 2011: day 12

little sister wasn't really interested
in going to sleep
at a reasonable hour last night.
and as i tried every ploy i could think of
to convince her to fall asleep,
i pondered the absurdity
of God himself
entering our world
as a baby.

why would he do that?
why would the God who created everything,
who knows everything,
who sustains everything,
who is above everything,
choose to join us in our humanity
in the form of a baby?

a baby who is born
with puffy ears and a squashed nose
from his journey
through the birth canal?
a baby who is captivated
by lights and shadows?
a baby who can't speak
and is reliant on others
for everything?

why not just flit in and out of history
as a grown man,
staying only for his three years
of public ministry?

because that wouldn't be enough.
because our God isn't a God
just for the good times
or the powerful and persuasive times of life.
because our God wanted,
needed,
to join us fully in our humanity,
and to live an entire life of obedience to God.
because our God doesn't live off in a distant place,
but dwells amongst his people on earth.

there are many other reasons,
i am sure,
but i am not a theologian.
i'm just a person, marvelling,
at the ridiculous, lavish love of God,
shown in baby Jesus.

JT: Miriam

exodus 15:20-21 - Miriam the sister of Aaron was a prophet. So she took her tambourine and led the other women out to play their tambourines and to dance. Then she sang to them: "Sing praises to the LORD for his great victory! He has thrown the horses and their riders into the sea."

advent 2011: days 9, 10 and 11

decorating gift bags
with party-bag paints

playing peekaboo
with the increasingly-robust little sister

JT: Rachel

Genesis 29:9-12 - While Jacob was still talking with the men, his cousin Rachel came up with her father's sheep. When Jacob saw her and his uncle's sheep, he rolled the rock away and watered the sheep. He then kissed Rachel and started crying because he was so happy. He told her that he was the son of her aunt Rebekah, and she ran and told her father about him.

JT: Joseph

Genesis 37:3 - Jacob loved Joseph more than he did any of his other sons, because Joseph was born after Jacob was very old. Jacob had given Joseph a fancy coat.

JT: Moses

Exodus 3:1-6 - One day, Moses was taking care of the sheep and goats of his father-in-law Jethro, the priest of Midian, and Moses decided to lead them across the desert to Sinai, the holy mountain. There an angel of the LORD appeared to him from a burning bush. Moses saw that the bush was on fire, but it was not burning up. "This is strange!" he said to himself. " I'll go over and see why the bush isn't burning up." When the LORD saw Moses coming near the bush, he called him by name, and Moses answered, " Here I am."God replied, " Don't come any closer. Take off your sandals--the ground where you are standing is holy. I am the God who was worshiped by your ancestors Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob." Moses was afraid to look at God, and so he hid his face.

advent 2011: day 8

a quieter day
posting some of our cards
hanging our pasta garland
decorating some gift bags
and listening to a friend recall
the joy of childhood sinterklaas celebrations

and i've been wondering
what to do with these:
cuttings of wax paper
coloured along with our pasta.
perhaps a christmas message in our window?

JT: Jacob

Genesis 28:10-17 - Jacob left the town of Beersheba and started out for Haran. At sunset he stopped for the night and went to sleep, resting his head on a large rock. In a dream he saw a ladder that reached from earth to heaven, and God's angels were going up and down on it. The LORD was standing beside the ladder and said: I am the LORD God who was worshiped by Abraham and Isaac. I will give to you and your family the land on which you are now sleeping. Your descendants will spread over the earth in all directions and will become as numerous as the specks of dust. Your family will be a blessing to all people. Wherever you go, I will watch over you, then later I will bring you back to this land. I won't leave you--I will do all I have promised. Jacob woke up suddenly and thought, "The LORD is in this place, and I didn't even know it." Then Jacob became frightened and said, "This is a fearsome place! It must be the house of God and the ladder to heaven."